副院長ブログ24〜産後うつ①〜

私は今、このようにブログに息子の写真をアップして親バカぶりを発揮していますが、4-5ヶ月前の私は写真を撮る心の余裕さえ失っていました。何に対してかと聞かれるとわからないのですが、強烈な不安感と孤独感

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に襲われ、ただ泣く毎日。小僧さんは母乳もしっかり飲むし夜に泣き止まないこともほとんどない子だったにも関わらず。小僧さんをかわいい、愛しい、と正直思えませんでした。産後ブルーだし、すぐに落ち着くと思っていたのですが、意外と長く続くことになるのでした…。